Introduction

Hello and welcome to my Player Page.

I used to be a human being, but I wasn't happy living a life in human society so I took measures to change my life. I decided to give in my comfort and work towards a point in time from where on I would be independant from society. Translated this meant that I wanted to reach a point from where in I would never have to work again against my will. Working wasn't always against my will, but I didn't do it to bring fun or happiness in my life, I just did it because I needed money to be able to do things that could make me happy. But most importantly, I worked to be able to pay rent, for my food, clothing, luxury wasn't priority but I liked buying CDs and DVDs, and I also liked to have a phone and such attributes that made my life seem more pleasurable. But that was a distraction, it didn't really make me happy, so at my lowest point in life, I decided to change something. And it was radical.

I left for Poland and stayed there most one year with two short breaks. I felt much happier there, even though I have lived says without money and food to buy, had to sleep outside, but now I realise those things happened because I had to grow over the feeling of needing security in order to have a fruitful day. As I am writing this, I am in debt again, I borrowed some money from a very good friend, and I pawned my speakers. But I am okay, I just hope that those who said they'd help me, will help me. And if not, I will not die if I can't buy food or can't pay for my bed. I've been through worse, but it's not the most comfortable to sleep outside and eat what you receive.

You can hear me coming, this one's going to ask for money, no, I won't. Because if I must ask, and I receive, i won't know if it's given from the heart, and I need to experience this. I have long passed the phase in which I could do a few things and live happily forever with plenty of money, but I want more. I want to heal this world. I have healed myself and I believe I am ready to help heal many others. So I'm looking for a window in which I will be heard.

I believe I have something to say to everybody that will help them. Is that pretentious? No. It is realistic. Everybody is my teacher, and everybody has something valuable to share with anybody. It will just not always be the same. But when you know this, nobody is perfect and we can all use guideance from outside. I got example have learned a lot from observing nature. It's been a great teacher, and it still teaches me. I can't teach nature, so I'm humble towards nature. But I can teach man, and frankly, man can be so stubborn they are a threat to themselves. If man would be humble and open to change, open to being taught, man would be exploring the universe. But now it are robots doing that for us.

What I wanted to say was putting my intentions in the open. I am here to help the children reach Christ consciousness. It is the highest state of being a human can achieve, and unfortunately there isn't much around us that can help us achieve this. It has to come from within oneself. I have unlocked it 4 years ago and I have grown closer to this ultimate state since then. It takes discipline and willpower, and a lot of inner guideance, but once you've been reassured that this is the only way to live a fruitful life, there is nothing that can convince you to want to turn back and live a life in society as we know it today.

Yes, I said today, it is not that I don't want to live in society, but I don't want to live in this society. With this society I mean an environment in which most people are thinking most of the time how to better their lives. If t desired comfort exists in order to be able to give and help those around you, great, but for most it will be limited to thoughts of how to personally better their position so they can have more of what they want, but don't really need. Just gave it, everything you don't have, you don't really need. It might make you believe you need it, but that's an illusion. Feeling loved is all we need. If we feel loved, we are capable of sending love. Simple as that. When you feel loved, you don't feel hungry, you don't feel baked, you don't feel homeless, you feel great no matter what is your past or how you phantom your future. You vibe love.

I'm going to end it here for now, there will be more, but I don't know if there's a need for that. I'm my experience the kindest gives have been those who I didn't know, who I didn't ask, because I know there are people out there who give from the heart and who might feel triggered into helping me pass these last'hard' days. At the time of writing I have 60zl. Which translates to 15€. And from this money I will use 20zl to extend my stay at the hostel with one day. 5-10zl I will spend on food so I have one week of food with me. (I started eating a mixture of oats, nuts, dried fruits, seeds and very dark chocolate and have enough to last me for one week) and the rest will practically all go to print cards so I can have a ten day challenge. And after those ten days I might have lost my speaker, of no one helps me get out back, but I will be ready to do another ten day challenge and that time with a lot of players. This time I'll do it more to weed out any bugs and to bring more content to my pages.

Wish me luck, and above all, inspired acting, like today, I have been working for 50 hours and more since last Thursday, slept only 3-5 hours a day, but I feel energised and not pressured. I am ready to go live and this game I created will help me help many others. Starting with animals. I want to go to Bosnia. But worst case, I'll go to Belgium, to sit on my ass and collect 450€ in two weeks for being quarantained. But I don't want to do that, is rather walk two weeks to Bosnia and be surrounded by dogs. Even without money. But that won't be the case, I'm sure. :)

In case you read this, thank you for wanting to listen. If you decide to become a player, send an email to me personally and I'll Reward you with some coins of mine. I don't have much money right now, but I do have many credits! When I succeed, we'll have succeeded and when that happens, those credits will be worth money! I'm the richest man you will know, and I'll be having troubles giving it away at a faster rate than I will collect!

Maker my day and show me some appreciation for what I've done and about to do. New World, here I am. Let's play. The Game. The Game of Amun-Raaaaaah!!!

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Elixiam Player 3?
6 years ago

I just used my main email address that I check, but I rarely do check my email, unless promted to do so. I can work on building a site... I might use the same one you are to keep things unified as possible for now.

Player 2
6 years ago

Dear Player 1,

I know who you are, and I got you! I know you've come a long way and of I could send you money, I would, but for now I can only send you support and my best wishes! I know you'll make it, I've always told you, you'd be a millionaire one day! That day is approaching so it seems. I am happy for everything you will do and have done.

Best of luck,

And I'm always there for you,

You know who. ;)

Xxx

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